Monday, November 22, 2010

finally a moment....

Oh wow. What the Hell just happen in the last two weeks? I can hardly remember. Now I shall sit and wait at la guardian to go home..ooo...weird. I have reached that point in my life where I only go home from holidays. Awkward. Welp I moved to Brooklyn and have fallen in love with it and even tho I spent just two days there before going home I have an amazing feeling about it.

Studio project...that was a disaster and a half. I mean no it wasn't, my guys made more money in a short job then I make in two weeks at two jobs lol and everyone made great connections and really that's all I can ask. I know as stressful as it was everyone was a champ and really made something happen.*insert warm feelings of accomplishments here*

The only thing I had of enjoyment in the weeks of Hell as I like to call it was the Sufjan show. Which was just that, pure enjoyment. The show was unreal and very captivating leaving me with a feeling of bliss to revive my exhausted mind.14 musicians of serious talent with a great show....his I just want to go on tour with a great show...*in due time*the rest of the day was spent hanging with Lan who I can fully say now is not only one of the most wonderful friends for dealing with everything so well but also for helping me untap the parts of myself I tend to loose sometimes. Seriously one of the best days I have had in a long time and glad I have found someone at least for the time being who gets "it" even tho he may have no idea what exactly "it" is.

Now off to Florida to face the last round of this relationship thing. Completely unsure and I feel a little blinded by my feelings for others and my careers. Of course I want to be in love I am just emotionally invested in more than one person and am trying to let fate and god push me in a direction this time, rather, than taking my way and running.

God, what caitlin is throwing god into the mix again? What can I say, in light of recent events how can I not futhur reach into faith? Happy turkey day bloggers. God bless!

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